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The Gnashing of my teeth leaves out a muffled "yeah I'm doing okay"
but honestly it scares the living shit out of me
Everything I seem to do always ends up wrong
or have i just took the wrong road?
So I'll keep searching for the things i never seem to find
Answers i misplaced them back in my mind
everybody's so wide-eyed
everybody's so wide- eyed
dead ends approaching, nowhere to go
past time acoustomed, am i too slow?
A failure at its brightest
and I'll never be what they want me to
And over and over
it plays again in my head
The broken record of who Ive become
when this train wreck is over
I'll feel the weight of regret
go to sleep to awake in ditches
The bitter taste of badluck
bad luck
I've always had a master plan that others like to dwell and seethe
it's all come down to evasive action another set back is a contradiction
bereft of everything i know i should've had
adversity
So I'll keep searching for the things i never seem to find
Falling apart again
everybodys so wideeyed
everybodys so wdeyed
dead ends approaching, nowhere to go
past time acoustomed, am i too slow?
A failure at its brightest
and I'll never be what they want me to
And over and over
it plays again in my head
The broken record of who Ive become
when this train wreck is over
I'll feel the weight of regret
go to sleep to awake in ditches
The bitter taste of badluck
So I'll keep searching for the things i never seem to find
Answers i misplaced them back in my mind
everybodys so wideeyed
everybodys so....
WIDE-EYED
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Benevolence
03:33
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Your interests has always been doubt in mine
But somehow I convinced myself I’ll never be good enough
And I search the walls for something I can find
To calm my mind
And sleep tonight
It's all in my head when I fall under pressure
To keep to myself is just part of my nature
I take what I get and I hold it
Yeah I take what i get and I hold it
Not used to hearing all these words you find appealing
Hold it up on the bridge
Skip the rocks to the ditch
But it always ends the same,
Searching for someone to blame,
do you know what you want?
well I do…
You’re all I want
Tell me I'm damn right
If I fall
For sure
I'll make you all mine
Searching for the things that i can't remember
Had it my way I'd stay here forever
Only one
You're my only one
And I know we've both been hurt before
'cause it's mend and its break and it's give and it's take
Until you're heart implodes
Started off as a hand drawn picture
Promised myself that I would never
Let anyone else in again
So much for these fucking promises
I think I'm falling for the one who has me stalling
Cross my heart and begin
I am letting you in
Don't leave it hasn't broken yet
In time we'll know
how far this goes
Don't leave
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Infamous
04:00
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Your sweet scent still lays in my bed
I don't think that it's hit my yet
That we
Are finally through
Shaking our head at the brightest opportunities
Guns blazing in an empty room
I don't think we care at all
Who's all right
and who's all wrong
Just the skinny looking kid playing the same sad song
Swear I've heard it before
But you still have to go on about it
We'll blame it on yesterday
The same old fight
The same old scene
Cant we just admit we fucked up?
Cause I swear that I've had enough
Tonight we'll blame it on the sunrise
Tonight we'll say our last goodbyes
Too bad
You think you know
Late nights
got my cracking at the wake of dawn
this time I'll wait for you
This time I'm waiting
A sweet scent still lays in my bed
I don't think that it's hit my yet
That we
Are finally through
Caught out with my tongue in a cage
Planning our lives at this young age
is this what we're supposed to do?
Why won't you save yourself
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4. |
Desperate Measures
04:39
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Desperate times call for desperate measures
smother myself in these endeavors
fall in to it
the lives that we’ve grown apart
maybe I was wrong back then
brought my self together
and now I'm back again
now all I can say
are words that won't change a thing
and ill admit that I hate that
subtle memories avoid me catching slumber
and if a said that I liked that
would you hide away
sell me out and steal my thunder again
steal my thunder again
the brightest things cast the darkest shadows
illuminate all over me
and maybe then you'll end up
fucked up and callous
and see all the things you were too arrogant to see
but
every cloud has a silver lining
doubt in my head digs dirt and finding
ways to recall
the things id kill to forget
sitting on the fence again
anger clouds my judgment
alters my pen
but the premise in my head knows its happening
guess ill hold my breath count back from ten
and I feel It too
I' mviolet and blue
and my eyes wont close at night
because they only see you
yeah they only see you
woaah
When all these things were haunting me
You were my only remedy
Keep the past in the past and I swear that I’ll leave you there
Leave you there
No good crying over split milk
I tried but I could never fit in
Down to it
So sick of seeing red
And I wish you the best of luck
With all those things you love so much
But at least for now
I’ll stay shut
While you stay up like and open door
Guess you’re right I’ll be fine
Another one to stand in line
Not a hint of truth in the words you said
Get the fuck out
Get out my head
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Dead End Rodger
04:30
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GO!
How you’re not scathed
On its own is a miracle
It leaves me indecisive
With few words to say
But if I had my chance to
Reveal and unmasked you
I’d take it with both hands
And if I took the wrong road
Would it lead into my goal?
Centaury’s pass by as I stare
At the ceiling
This dangerous approach leaves out dust in my consciousness
Constantly seeking for a way out of this mess
And I’m a
Dead
End
Rodger
Passed out again by distant insecurities
Away
She saw him
Passed out again
She told me she loved me
Inconsistences gather and play in my head
One goes the right way and one goes the left
The tension is building but I swear that ill break this
I won’t be pressured anymore
So watch your back
Cause my minds in a hurricane
This nameless face aint no ordinary person
This nameless face is me
Id rather stay here than there
Yeah Id rather stay here than there
And this ain’t the first time that this ever happened
Afraid of the future while I’m lost in the past
And they always ask
What did ever happened to you?
You fell right through
Your smile it seems forced and you’re not as outspoken
Take pride in yourself
This is the life you have chosen
And I know it seems hard and at times you feel broken
And my advice to you
Is that there’s better days ahead
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